This is not the first time that I was required to go to the Netherlands to attend a workshop. I can say my trip this time of the year is quite lonelier than before. Why?
- the trip I had last year was full of excitement, I was nervous but very excited. I was sent to attend the workshop as part of the transition activities for our client. It was really a good experience meeting most of the people that I was working with in person and actually experiencing their day to day life (even for only a week),
- the trip this year... is uncertain. It is the same workshop. However, I don't feel as much support as I got compared to last year. Honestly, I feel like I'm going to a war all alone with one 45 mm gun.
It was nice going back here. At least I was allowed to choose the flight via Singapore which gave me a chance to enjoy a day with my brother's family before I went here.
It was really nice to spend the time with Jay, Ia and Sashi... my family outside of Manila :) We ate and played with Sashi... talked about little things in life.. and it was nice to catch up with what's happening. I'm excited to see them again on Sunday. :)
My flight from Singapore to Amsterdam took around 14 hours (left SG at 12:00MN arrived Netherlands at 2:00PM). Surprisingly, I was able to sleep better than last year.
As I am travelling alone, it gave me time to think about what's going on with my life, the choices that I took, the opportunities I let pass me by, the burden that I seem to be holding within me.